Tell Him
//I'm scared
So afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak?
If I tremble when I speak//
stares at the box of chocolate in her hands, wondering if she should walk towards the crowd of boys that are practicing at the tennis court. It doesn't help when her hands are trembling away like crazy.
//What if,
There's another one he's thinking of
Maybe he's in love
I'd feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel
I don't know what to do//
Her ebon eyes scan the courts and soon stop at a certain boy with an X shape scar on his right forehead, Fuji Yuuta. By now even her legs are shaking non-stop. A lot of thoughts flash through her mind as her heart beats faster.
Today is Valentine's Day, and for the whole day, had seen a lot of her fellow girlfriends handing chocolates to the boy of their affection. And her surroundings are either filled with happy laughter or tears of sadness. By the time school ends, is the only one who still has not give out her handmade chocolate.
had tried to approach Yuuta during recess but seeing that there are other girls around him, she walks off quietly. The ebon eyed wonders if Yuuta has a girl that he likes. Well in anyway it would definitely not be her right? There are just so many other girls that are prettier than she is. Yuuta would probably be laughing at her confession, treating it like a cruel joke.
//I've been there
With my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can't let the chance
To love him pass you by//
A gentle pat on her shoulder wakes from her thoughts. She turns to see person she least wanted to see.
"Mi...Mizuki senpai!!!" the ebon eyed bowed politely.
"Nfu...You know it's not good to day dream with a box of chocolates in your hands. They might just melt there. And are you that surprise to see me? You are at the boys tennis club you know." Mizuki said as he twirled a few strands of hair playfully. rolled her eyes and sat down on a nearby bench. She wonders how Yuuta could stand a guy like Mizuki.
"Well, if you're here for Yuuta, let me tell you a little data. He rejected all the girls who came up to him today. But, if it's your chocolate, he would definitely accept. Nfu my data is always correct." Mizuki smirked.
"Right, but didn't your data on Yuuta's aniki, Fuji Syusuke, became a complete failure? Mizuki senpai, are you sure your data never lies to you?" said without mercy, burning with anger as she remembered how Mizuki nearly destroy Yuuta's shoulder with the twist spin shot he taught him.
//Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself
Touch him
With the gentleness you feel inside
Your love can't be denied
The truth will set you free
You'll have what's mean to be
All in time you'll see//
"That... that is because... because... I got the wrong information. I'll beat him one day you'll see. After all he is my destine rival. Now about you and Yuuta, you should not fight against your feelings. You will never win. So now, run along and go tell Yuuta. Trust me, you won't regret it." Mizuki smirked as he pushes the girl into the boys' locker room. fall onto the floor with a soft thud, the box of chocolate however is still gripped tightly in her little hand.
" chan? Are you all right?"
gasped at that familiar voice and curse Mizuki for landing her in such an unsightly plight. Yuuta gave Mizuki an annoyed look and proceed to help up. The ebon eyed blush at the physical touch and mumbled a thank you.
"Mizuki san, you should not be so rough with girls. I wonder if you'll ever get a girlfriend with that behavior." Yuuta lectured. Mizuki could feel the fire of rage burning within him. There he is playing cupid and that little wood head didn't even offer a word of thanks.
"Fine! Fine! You ungrateful creature. I'm so kind to do a delivery of the chocolate that you are waiting for and that's how you repay me with those filthy words. Fuji Yuuta, you will be getting extra training from me tonight!" Mizuki storms off angrily, leaving the two juniors in the locker room wide eyed. Suddenly noticed that she is all alone in the locker room with Yuuta. She wonders if she should be grateful with Mizuki for the current golden opportunity. The words that the data manager said earlier replayed in her mind. "You should not fight against your feelings. You will never win."
//I love him
Of that much I can be sure
I don't think I could endure
If I let him walk away
When I have so much to say
Love is light that surely glows
In the hearts of those who know
It's a steady flame that grows
Feed the fire with all the passion you can show
Tonight love will assume its place
This memory time cannot erase
Blind faith will lead love where it has to go//
"Erm, Yuuta kun, I... have somethingˇ... for you... erm... Happy Valentine's Day..." said as she held out the box of chocolate in front of Yuuta. Her eyes shut tightly as she is afraid of the outcome she could barely even wish to imagine.
A sheepish smile appeared on Yuuta's face as he took the chocolates happily while planting a unskilled yet gentle kiss on 's left cheek. Round, ebon eyes opens wide as she stares at Yuuta in confusion. Was that kiss for real?
"Yuu... Yuuta kun... you... the... kiss... you..." stammered, her face a crimson red.
" chan, your box of chocolate is what I've been waiting for the whole day. Yours and nobody else. Will you be my summer from now on and bring my endless sunshine in my everyday life? I love you , from the day that I've known you till now it never changes." Yuuta moved forward and pulled the stiffened girl to his embrace.
//Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself
Never let him go//
"Yes Yuuta Kun, I'll always be your personal summer! I love you too." said happily as Yuuta bends down and stole her first kiss.
Sometimes all you need is a little trust in yourself to tell him, "I love you".
~ Owari ~ 19/1/2005 babysyusuke